Friday, May 26, 2006


-2006's half year had passed.
-The Big Test had passed.
-Yeah! - because it had finally passed.and it is holiday now!
-Boo hoo.. - I dont want to know the result!!!!!

I had been so crazy and nerdy this week. I kept on studying. I cried. I argued. I complained. But those are the past.


YAHOOOOOO!!!!..the semester test is gone! Gone GONE!!!!!! FOREVER!!! YEAH!!! It is holiday and my eldest brother is getting marry soooooo soon. I bought a dress and made one too(of course is made by tailor la). Muahaha...But the made dress was not ready yet. I cant wait to see it. I pick the style myself.

Today is my school's teacher's day. Everything went right except they force me to be there and wait them until they finished watching " I'm not stupid 2" !!! I want to go home but they have to return the laptop to my mom. I dont want to wait!! So, I turn a little bit angry and it scared my friends. Sorry sorry, i dont really mean it. Just that I kept thinking that why dont you guys just buy a disc or go to the cinema to watch it, why I cant go home? But nevermind liao la..forgive me...forgive me o...I really didnt mean it.

Why am I kept thinking about the test?!!! It had passed already la....what to do leh? AIyo, nevermind la...Let me have my sweet sweet holiday first....


Wednesday, April 19, 2006 but end soon..

So long already didnt touch this blog. I am sooo busy this few weeks(or even months) Starting of Form 2 was good except the scary but quite fun part start! Brassband wanted me to go for the competition. We had to practice every morning 6.30 am to 8.30 am & 1.40 pm to 4.00 om. playing, watching tv and sleeping time! I had to sacrified all those times. I dont mind, at least i can gather with my friends in band. BUT, i am not willing to give up my study time too! MY CLASS STARTS AT 7.30 am! I cant study. I miss a lot. I have a lot of homework. I am scared about my studies. I became very stressful at last. I cried everyday after band practice. I cannot catch up with my classmates. EVEN THE TEACHER START to hate band members...that includes me. I am so sad. I dont know what to do. If i join, i'll miss my study. If i dont join, there is no more chance because after form 2, everything is a no-no for me. I want to study!!! ( a really weird stuff i would say) But i am really depressed, sad. Even when someone in the band is making up jokes, i cant really laugh, cause my brain kept thinking about my studies. I really tried to concerntrate but i cant! I was scolded in the practice, i dont mind, i will try my best. But I really really cant. I am really sad. I am scared. So, i told my mom everything. Finally, this afternoon my mom told them to let me quit. But i will still do my last performance at Friday for the Blok D pembukaan. I was...well...phew..finally i can concerntrate on my study. I dont mind tonnes of homeworks and projects, as long as i can study. Finally, i knew why adult thinks we can study, that is very very nice. Because, studying, i think is a lot better than other things.

I think I am driving Jocelyn and Janice crazy. Cause before i join, Rene quit. Then i join, i quit too. Hope the next person wont quit. I am really sorry, Jocelyn and Janice. Maybe i am not the right choice for this kind of things. I knew you guys will find someone better. Thanks to Christy and Jane too, you guys are really helping me through this hard time.

Still, good luck for the competition in June at Kuching. I knew you guys are the champion so PROVE IT TO ME AND THE SCHOOL! just Teacher Hassan said, let us be the most attractive one in every condition! You Are The Best!

One Band, One Sound! One Heart, One Soul!
Go Go, SMK CHUNG HUA MIRI brassband!
I will always support you!


p/s: sorry guys, i need you to understand me....*sob*

Friday, February 10, 2006

What is the toughest?

I HATE IT!Everyday, test, homeworks, rushing this and that, think think think, studies...urgh...I cried just now, for my maths test. The teacher is so unfair, she gave 1 hour for other class to take the test but 30 minutes for us only and 56 subjective quiestions! And then, she gave them 5 marks bonus but not to us! So So sSO so so SO SO SOS SO unfair!!! Urgh! i hate it! i didnt even finish the test, still got 3 left blank and 1 wrong already! AAAAHHH!!! HELP ME!!!!!

At least now, the test is over. AHH!! Why am i still think of my maths test!!!??? I am over worried! I am scared to MATHS! THANKS A LOT TO THAT TEACHER!

Stop thinking about it anymore! Whatever! Lets see some pictures,

This is me in Super Brand Mall in Shanghai, China. Just outside a shop, very pretty background.

Panda in Panda World, Fuzhou, China. So Cute!!!

Friday, February 03, 2006


Ge Ge in China, Wuxi

Huh? I dont know anything, i just found out that someone already create this blog for me!! Wondering who it is??? Whatever, now you can sign in already la, I already change the password. You scared me cause i didnt even make an account here. Whatever, saw lynna create a blog so i come too. Thanks!!