"ACTS OF BO LIAO PEOPLE!!"

(the continuous version of battle of the chain letters)
I dont know who thought of this SUPER WU LIAO BO LIAO USELESS thing to do...
It is even worst than creating an exam.
(Oh ya, i found out exam and tests are created by chinese in Dynasty Han! AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!That's the start of suffering age...)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!STUPID CHAIN LETTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont believe me??...I got about 10 plus this kind of useless emails in my inbox every single day and i have to waste so much time to delete. I am sure everyone is very annoyed about it...So, let me be Prof.Christine the Anti-chain letters maniac today!!!!!

The MY-COMPUTER-IS-A-PSYCHIC type:
WISH I DIDN'T OPEN THIS EITHER.THIS IS SCARY CAUSE IT WORKS.POST THIS WITH THE NAME OF YOUR SCHOOL.WHEN YOU FINISH, PRESS F6 AND THE NAME OF THE PERSON IN YOUR MIND WILL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN. TRY IT! ITS FUN!

It is not fun, dumbo. It is not scary, brainless.
And my laptop is not a psychic. It doesn't know the person i think of in my mind.

The SAVE-MY-LOVE-ONES type:
Dear Reader,
I am writing this on behalf of my loving husband.Everything was fine, me, my husband and our two children. We had a happy family. My husband was an Engineer in a big company. He comes home early and helps me with the house chores and plays with the children... Our dreams were shattered in front of our eyes last week! . It was a drunk lorry driver, who came on the wrong side and hit us and went. It killed my little baby girl and left my husband paralyzed. (BLAH BLAH...my husband is in hospital thing) help me save! my husb and the one person I dearly love. I have already lost my daughter and I don't want to lose my husband aswell. Please help us. Thank you very much for your love & support. ! May God bless you. Yours Truly, Nirosha Silva (I know you don't like to forward mails. I am>> really sorry to bother>>> you. If you have a heart and like to help a family,>> please>>> forward this>>> mail. Every time you forward this it will add 5 cents>> per email>>> ID to>>> AOL and they will deposit it into my bank account.>> This will>>> help me>>> save my husband.)

I know sometimes this is very true. But most of it are fake or "Written by 1/3/1995". I mean like, i dont want to be rude or mean to critisize this type of mails but i will just tell the woman,
" AWW COME ON! just ask your husband's big company to help...i am sure there is someone in his company or his tauke to help!"

The IF-YOU-DONT-SEND-I-WILL-KILL-YOU type:
Yeah right, haha. Like which IDIOT IS THAT!!!!??? For the sake of some strangers that dont send your WHATSOEVER useless junk, stop it. Cause if you really want to kill me, you will have to kill the whole world. since there are billions of people out there not sending it. Go, go now, kill the world. *cough*loser*cough*

The I-WILL-BE-BY-YOUR-BEDSIDE type:
This type if usually about a little kid being tortured by his cruel and evil stepmother like THE CINDERELLA story..then he was killed somehow and he was holding a knife in his hand..whoever doesnt send it, the kid will appear by your bedside and ....

OR

Some stupid couples that love each other so much...and smooch smooch smooch then one of the side cheated and then the victim felt so sad then suicide...then if you dont send the mail, he or she is appear by your bedside in midnight and ...

BE REAL!!! BE RATIONAL!!! I am sure your IQ is not lower than 30...

That's for today. Check out soon for more
"ACTS OF BO LIAO PEOPLE!!!"

Persuit of Happiness

Thoughts of the day: Sometimes, it is easier and happier to have a simple life.
Simple but joyful.

I AM GOING TO HAVE MY FIRST MONTHLY TEST NEXT WEEK! AAAAAA!!!!
These are the subjects i am taking:

• Malay (HELP!!!!)
• English (help...)
• G.Mathematics (dont know o)
• Add. Mathematics (HELP HELP!!!)
• Physics (help..)
• Chemistry (help...)
• Biology (help..)
• Civics (dont know o...)
• Moral Education (dont know o...)
• Principe of Account (dont know oo...at least it is easier than CHINESE)
• History (HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP!!!!!!!AAAAAAAA!!)
• English for Science and Techonology (help)
• Bible Knowledge (D-O-N-E)

13 freaking subjects. 13 bloody exams. HAVE TO STUDY!!!!!!

Tagged by Bevee

When you got tagged, you have to add your name to people who had done the tag and and let the list grow!

Those Who DunnitLimadang.com
RamblingMoo.com
blogginginmypyjamas
StylewithPassion
ChinneeqDora-zooropazoo
BabyshernFarah
Bani gundu
Frankensteina
Diyanazman
Najmyhana ni mo naiLindoshSlebetcepoterh
UmmYdayana
ELLE LIZA~
Scarlet Kiss
Sycosuchitra
woobee
Burgers for Breakfast
Constantly * Changing
Metamorphosis
Me, myself and I

II

First name - Christine
Nickname - Chris(bleh), baby(only my family is allowed to call me that!), tine (omg.)
Name you wish you had - Charlotte (My favourite novel character!)
What do people normally mistake your name as - Christina (!@#$%^!!! I HATE THIS NAME OK!? it is so...err..err..aiyer...i just dont like it)
Birthday – 25 December (Hehe!)
Birthplace - Miri
Time of Birth - A while after 8.00am.
Single or taken – Single
Zodiac sign - Capricorn

Your Appearance
How tall are you – 163 or 162..dont know. (I used to be like 149cm 2 years ago! HAHA!)
Wish you were taller – 170cm!!!!
Eye color – Brown-black
Eye color you want – super super black until shinny
Natural Hair color - Dark brown (normal chinese colour)
Current Hair color – I am not allowed to dye my hair and i will not do so.
Short or long hair – Long eh...
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – Not really. Unless i am forced to.
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Curly or Straight...never thought of wavy before le..
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – Curled my hair/cut my hair
Glasses or contacts – none. YEAH!!! My eyes are sitll good! oh yeah
Do you wear make-up - Lip balm on special occasions. Heavy make-up during performances.
Ever had hair extensions – No.
Paint your nails – During holidays...

In the opposite gender
What color eyes - No scary freakish colours please
What color hair – Normal colour (no ah beng colours please)
Shy or Outgoing – Outgoing. (Duh!)
Looks or personality – P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L-I-T-Y
Sexy or Cute – Hehe..both la...
Serious or Fun – Serious he is suppose to be serious; fun when he is suppose to be fun.
Older or Younger than you – Preferably a little tiny bit older
A turn on – A good listener
A turn off - Totally rude and unreasonable (no foul words and talk properly please)

This or that
Flowers or Chocolate – Choc!
Pepsi or Coke - Coke
Rap or Rock – Rock. Rules!
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship (DUH!)
School or Work – Work.
Love or Money – Money for the moment. (Love when i finishes my school)
Movies or Music - Movies.
Country or City – City
Sunny or Rainy days – Rainy days. Malaysia so hot...
Friends or Family – Family.

Have you ever
Lied - Yes. (who doesnt?)
Stolen something – Not really. But i got take something which no one wants to claim.
Smoked – No. i hate smokers.
Hurt someone close to you – Yes.
Broke someones heart – Yes.
Wondered what was wrong with you – Yes. (dont be overconfident)
Wish you were a prince/princess – Princess! YES! (I get what i want and my wish is everyone's command, LOL!)
Liked someone who was taken – no.
Shaved your head – omg..what for? ahaa!
Been in love – No.
Used chopsticks – omg. DUH! What do you call a chinese?
Sang in the mirror to yourself – Yes.

Favorites
Flower – Anything pretty
Candy – Green apple, peach and grape flavoured ones! (yum, i am a sweet-toothed maniac!)
Song - nice songs lo..
Scent - Miracle. Lancome.
Movies - Commedies?
Singer – i dont care. as long as he/she can sing
Junk food – BBQ LAYS!! OMG!!!!
Website – http://christinewsw.blogspot.com
Lotion - i dont wear lotions
Animal – dogs!!!!
Ever cried over someone – Yes. especially those idiots. dont know what for i do that.
Do you think you're attractive – Maybe yes maybe no. HOW I KNOW!?
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Beauty and the Beast (Belle is so pretty!)
Do you play any sports – Yes. Softball

III

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

+ I love God.

+ I love soft colours.

+ I love blogging.

+ I love being happy.

+ I love learning in school(especially BK class) but that doesnt mean i love chung hua.

+ I love having friends around who understands me.

+ I play piano. but still nooby.

+ I hate being forced to do something. Be sure not to force me or i will become crazy and you will become the victim.

I want to tag:
1. Shar
2. Choon Yen.
3. Thung
4. Lynna
5. Lynthia
6. Lynxuan
7. Robin (double tagging you!)
8. Anyone interested!!!

To be or not to be?

(I guess only my friends and family know what am i blurring about in this post)
I have no time to blog at all these few days. It is not like someone forcing me to blog, but it is my first interest and my determination to blog everyday. But the situation seems to make me stop blogging nowadays. Stupid school activities....(haha!)

I know everyone has ever think of being famous and rich and being best in everything else.I do think of that too. I tried very hard to be good in everything. Everything seems to be working good. Still, sometimes, things just dont work out the way you want it to be. (For a perfectionist like me, it is a great impact!)

I was so sad then. Then someone elder came and said something that makes me even more confused and down..."What for you do so much? It is not like everyone will always remember you even if you are famous. Once you leave the school, everything will be gone and the people will just forget you. Just study hard and care less about every else. Secondary means nothing."

This really makes me confused. Now, i dont know whether to continue "acting" brave in facing this kind of stuff or let it go.

I was so happy to have such supportive family and friends to support me. They never complain when i start to nag about "everything so bad, this bad that bad". They just keep on supporting me. Sometimes, things just dont go as everyone wish too.

Well, i will just try my best for now to continue doing it but i wont gurantee i will make it till what everyone wishes it to be.

My School is working students illegally!

That's it! MY SCHOOL IS DOING THINGS ILLEGALLY!

Normally, working people have limited working time. For example, a worker can work for maximum 9 hours a day or 45 hours a week. That's the limit. If the company are forcing the workers to work more than that limit, they are counted as disobeying the laws and that is very serious!

Now, back to the main point.

Why do i say my school is disobeying the laws! THE LAWS SET UP BY OUR COUNTRY! because they are making us study from 6.45 am to 3.10pm and sometimes till 4.00pm. STUDY ONLY HO!

Then, they sort of like "force" us to join the cocuricular activities until 5 or 5.30pm! OMG!

is this counted as illegal?!
AS STUDENT! WE WORK ALMOST 12 HOURS A DAY!
WAIT! MORE THAN THAT!
Because we have to do homework and revisions at home too. That take about 2 hours or more. OMG!!!!!

WE ONLY HAVE ABOUT 4 HOURS TO EAT, REST, GO TOILET, SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY! (excluding 6 hours of sleep)
It is even worst if you are sleeping for 8 hours a day. That DOESNT LEAVE YOU ANYTIME TO CARRY OUT NORMAL HUMAN ACTIVITIES!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
Torturing us. This is how our school works.

once again...i am terrified...

This is so scary. I never thought it will be like this.
I am in a nearly-crazy state.
I cant sleep properly, i cant eat properly.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!

MY FIRST NUFFNANG CHEQUE!!!

OMG! OMG! OMG!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

MY FIRST NUFFNANG CHEQUE HAS ARRIVED!

By the order of: Nuffnang Sdn. Bhd.

Pay to the order of:

Christine Wong Siaw Wei

Ringgit Malaysia:

FIFTY-SIX AND SEN FORTY-EIGHT ONLY

MUAHAHAH!! This is such a memoriable moment. omg...Imagine, a 15 years old girl, just blogging for the sake of blogging. And now, earning her first RM50 by herself. How happy is that!?
I AM SO HAPPY!
Thanks Nuffnang! NUFFNANG ROCKS! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

A super-lame lame lame lame joke to share...

I am too bored I guess. The exam is so soon! First monthly test for form 4. Not settled down for studying yet. AA!!!

Fine. Here's a LAAAMMMEEEE joke i got which my classmate told me.

One day, a boy is day-dreaming during his English lessons time.
Suddenly, his teacher asked him,"What is the past tense for pick?"
He was not paying attention so he did not heard it.
The teacher ask again,"What is the past tense of pick?"
The boy was shocked after awaking from his dreamland and shouted "PORK!"
"What?!"
"Didnt you say pig?!"

Get it?! Get it?!

Bleh...

p/s: Tomorrow is Valentine's Day! Dont forget it, boys!

HOMEWORK! oh yeah...

I finally finished my homework..which took me the whole January to finish it(i mean like everyday, just trying to finish my homework)! Yeah! Yeah! I know it is going to be like even more tomorrow. But this is the first time i finish my homework! YEAH! YEAH! haha...

I am bored. Oh yeah, i nearly forgot something which is very important to everyone(hehe):

MY CAMERA IS ALIVE AGAIN!

(after its coma when i fell into the drain)

Which means i can take more photo again!!! (But also means no new camera for me...)
I love my camera!

Sony T3

hehe...

I am so scared...

I am so scared. I lost my Best EVER Friend. The only one who understands me whenever it is.
Heartbreak.
I knew the chance of seeing him again is so so so small.
I need my dog back.

Tibit of my new year trip!

I am finally back from my Chinese New Year Trip!!! Passed by about 1500 km in just a few days time!!!From Miri through Bintulu to Sibu then to Mukah to Daro back to Mukah and through Bintulu back to Miri. Haha! Sounds complicated right?

I reached Sibu on the 5 Feb after 5 hours of tiring car ride. My grandparent's and relatives are there to welcome us.

Of course, with the whole troupe of little counsins.

The whole house was covered with chinese new year mood! So red!!

Especially with tang long and tang long and more tang long

Flowers..mei hua..

And of course, the usual activity, JUDI!!!! (gambling) muahahahaa!!!
for girls, NAIL POLISH!!!
nice le!!!
My Chinese New Year clothes is this! And with my sister...This photo has the effect of studio photographing huh?! NICE LE!!


SO MERIAH!! With the whole family gathering together!
KAM KAM (Madarin Oranges)
FIREWORKS! (I got tonnes of photos of it. Just dont see the point of posting it up since everyone saw it too..haha!)
JUNK FOOD!! (Only available during CNY time!)
Visiting to relatives' houses

OF COURSE! I DID RECEIVE ANG PAU! haha
My little cousin, Jasper
hehe
GONG XI FA CHAI!
This flower is so nice!

NEXT STOP! MUKAH!

Mukah Town Council Building! so big! For such a small city...
Monument at Mukah! dont know the point of building it...
I AM SO MUSCULAR!
country sideview

NEXT STOP! DARO!!!!

FERRY!!! to cross Igan River

The wide wide Igan River
Dont know do what. 2 sakai acting crazy at the Ferry Port
On the ferry ! HAHA!
Brother taking picture from his car..hehe!
REACH DARO!!!! a little simple village

I appreciate the chance of going to Daro very very much because this is my mother's childhood village. It wasnt big and modern and advance or anything, just a simple small village with villagers of simple life. I havent been there since 8 years ago. It has changed so much!

An old photo of my grandparents and eldest aunt and uncle. We dont know whether the middle child is my mom..hehe
Cactus!New style ketupat! star-shaped!
That produce triangle shape rice!

Uncle's hotel!

It was raining so heavily!
Durian durian!
Nah MAKAN DURIAN!
Playing chou tai di! Gambling among the kids! YEAH! Night time in my room...Got Astro TV! Got room service of Mars bar and Ice cream soda. Ice creams are available too! SO NICE!

Uncle's living room, full of spirit of chinese new year!
A temple nearby!
MIRI FLOWER!
Daro river...low tide in the morning, high tide at night. I saw a lot of mudfish there! HEHE!
Oh yeah, uncle's hotel also provide complimentary breakfast. SOU MIAN! (Longetivity Noodle)

With unlimited supply of refills!
Eat eat eat!
They also gave us fish.

My cousin...so cute!

Going back time!

Waiting for ferry again...
On the second floor of ferry! VIP VIEW O!

So many cars going home.

The people on ferry seems to know each other very well. They just come out of their car and start to pai nian on the ferry!

Mangrove Swamp

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Legs..-.-

Second floor!!!!
Looking no where!
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!
Chicken fighting on board. (Illegal activity) With ah bengs around. HEHE!
I AM READY TO FIGHT!

MY DOG IS GONE!! AAA!!! HELP!!!!!

HeLP!!! MY DOG IS GONE!! HELP TO FIND!!!

Breed: Shih Tzu
Colour: White with brown spot at the back
Age: 2 years ad 8 months old
Height: About 40cm tall
Weight: 10kg
Last seen: Escaped from my house. Please search around Hill Top Garden.
Here's the photo of my dog:




Please help to search for it!!! If you found him, please contact me or email me at chriswsw92[at]hotmail[dot]com . High rewards with be given for returning the dog.

(This is not a joke. Please help to find)

Is falling into longkang counted as good?

"WAA Fireworks in Sibu so beautiful!!! half hour havent finish!! OMG OMG OMG!! hahaha..count down lo! countdown lo..must take picture! Must take picture...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!"

then...fell into longkang...
!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^@#$%^

So, is falling into a drain, having yourself being covered by mud and undefined subject nice fo a start during a chinese new year????

bleh...Dont ask me for the photo!! ARGH...my brother say i should stay away from the longkang this year....haha..I am not soi, but very heng, cause that is a new experience and that forced me to take a bath for the new year too!!! HAHA!
_____________________

Just now play mahjong lo!!! Win 2 rounds! OH YEAH!!! (My siblings are forced to play with me..hehe..)
Then going to Daro tomorrow. (FYI, daro is a small village by the Rajang River. Please refer to your atlas map for accurate location)

MY CAMERA NOW IN COMA STATE! !@#$%^& CAUSE FALL INTO THE DRAIN WITH ME! MY LOVELY AND LOYAL CAMERA!die so many times and alive again so many times...lol...See tomorrow ok or not...If not, hehehe....

So, i use my sister's camera to take photos. A LOT OF PHOTOS O!!!
Tomorrow let you guys see...hehehe

The difference between Singapore and Sibu people...

This is so freakingly scary....

As i was taking the photo of those "roasted kangaroos", this freaking incident happens. I went to Da Kiong emporium and there were lots of people there. Coincidentally, I was holding my camera and i decided to take the silly things down to make a total lame joke. When i was taking it, many people starts to stared at me.

First i thought, ok fine, maybe they are just annoyed by the freaking flash light. So i turn it off. And i take again. More people came and stand behind me and look at me....

OMG...what is behind my back.??? WHY ARE THEY STARING ME LIKE THAT? OR ANYTHING ON MY FACE??

check here check there..nothing le...i am just normal.

After i took all those photos, i quickly ran away and hide. feeling really weird. The crowds just move towards the "Roasted Kangaroos" cans i took just now. Wth...
So,
This is the difference between Singapore people and Sibu people ha?! (Or can i say, city people with total urban life and little town citizens...) LOL~~!! They are just so curious about other people's life!!

The conclusion of the day:
Singapore people = bo lian bo juak
(I care about my life, you care about your life. Other things is none of my business)

Sibu people = erm.."38" (san pa)
(What is happening ha? What is she doing? What? Your brother's sister's niece's son got accident?)

lol...maybe they are just warm enough..

I met Mr. Chai Shen!!!!! (God of Wealth)

CHAI SHEN DAO!!!!

I MET MR CHAI SHEN JUST NOW! I MEAN IN REAL LIFE!!!!(His skin tone is a lot more darker than i thought)
And he did gave me ANG PAU!!!!

Chai shen busy giving ang pau and money..haha

I got one any pau too!! Which i snatch using one hand then he look at me bu shuang bu shuang like that...haha..

ANG PAU!!!

Let's open and see how much he gave..

haha...RM 1 to buy SK Canned Yellow Peach...eh! Dont say cheap moh! Must appreaciate, this is durian runtuh le!! HAHA!! And the peach taste quite nice too!!!!

But still, chai shen...next time remember to give this one la..

Or MONEY $$ so i can bring police to this cafe next time...lol

kopi o cafe

Happy Chinese New Year. 1 more day to CNY!!!

OMG! Roasted & Salted Kangaroo!!

(can be counted as advertorial...)
Ever wonder how a dry roasted and salted KANGAROO taste like??

Or a Honey Roasted Dolphin???
Or some exotic weird-looking smoked bird!? (You cant catch it very often!)

NOW YOU CAN ENJOY THEM ALL!!

for just RM9.99 per can, you can taste those rare and protected animals! Just drop by you nearest store and grab one!
Insurance are not included. If any symtoms of allegy occur, please stop consuming at once.

Once again, happy chinese new year!

I get so happy and high when it is Chinese New Year! Haha!!! (partly because of i can play mahjong and firecrackers, lol!!!)

I was too high until when i am trying to type blogger's web address, i accidentally typed http://www.happychinesenewyear.com/ then i realise..wth...!!!!! LOL!!!

Ok. I may be having a break on blogging next few days. I mean like MAYBE! cause since i am a blogging maniac, i cant just simply stop when i wanted too. But i am sure, my next post is going to be bursting with photos..haha! Cause i took lots of them but...releasing them after new year la! HAHA!!!

DRINK MORE SOFT DRINK AND EAT MORE KEROPOK! lol...
Ang pau na lai lai lai lai lai Lai! haha..
Happy Chinese New Year!!!

(come on, at least answer me with a Happy Chinese New Year le...)

Miri's Gong Xi Bazaar..

i went to the Gong Xi's bazaar last night...It is a tradision to have this bazaar every year in Miri's China Street/Old Folk's street.

Giant fan...

Many little stalls along the whole street

Stage shows...

Chair dance by kiddos..Rarely seen Dragon dance..moving too fast
This year's mascots..mickey and minnie....funny la

Let's venture into the stalls and check out what interesting stuff they have this year...

What is this stall doing here?

Golden Jit..Very sweet o! But the plant very expensive, about RM380 for a big plant.

pretty flowers...
new year goods
golok version stuffs...
Crocodile soup...
Siew mai...

This one very funny. I didnt mean to take a picture of it at first. but the boss saw me snapping around, he open the bucket and shout "Take this one too!!"

Fish's bladder
Rainbow colours drinks..

I hate this kind of drinks...the colour makes me scare..later drink liao kena cancer...haha

Malay also come to chou re nao..but i think they still to go to the wrong fest...they thought this is hari raya...haha..green and yellow colour stall selling Malay cakes and pastries...

That's all la..very nice...

__________Now let's go shopping at Servay________

BOO!!!
Fishes...

Wu liao...

Bee & Toyota? What's the relation??

I was passing by downtown this morning...Looking around. Jam jam jam everywhere, expected..since it is nearing Chinese New Year.

HELLO MR LONG-BODY-SMALL-HEAD-NO-LEGS BEE!!!

Kinda cute right? But what is the relation with toyota?? or call-selling??
Is Toyota hinting us a new car is coming?
PLACE YOUR ORDERS NOW!!! Call us at toyota-beecarious-0001

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Here to wish everyone an early:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI! HAPPY MOUSE MICE YEAR!

GONG XI FAI CAI!!!
SQUEAK squeak...

My last promise for this Pig Year

I felt so sad and dissapointed at school today and i cried during the first concert rehersal. Everyone thought it was because the performance by the straight As students that are totally ehem...very bad... made me cried. I was sad for that performance la, although it really made the teacher dissapointed. I wish the performance can be better next time and everyone will be more serious... But the reason i cried isnt mainly for that...

Now, back to the main point.

It was someone. (Not that love love type of someone la) Since the first day of this year's school day, i was put into the same class as him. I thought he was the nice type of boy, being active and generous, smart and gentleman. But...aduh, it wasnt even a bit like what i imagined.

He was scolded by every teacher who teach us for being distractive and noisy during lessons time. I was so sad looking at this sight. Sometimes, it wasnt really his fault but most of the time, it is. I was determined to help him from that day onwards for the sake of he is also son of God just as i am the daughter of God. He was a holy believer too.

He kept getting scolded. I tried to help him change his behaviour at first. I tried to make him say nicer things instead of foul words and talk nicely if he wants something. I tried not to lend my homework to him for copying only and wanted him to learn by himself. Everytime he wants to borrow things from me, I make him ask nicely and say "thank you' after he return it.

But...my effort seems to be useless...

One day, he talk back rudely to me, saying "You think you are so perfect and others are just rubbish meh!?" I decided to give him another chance and answered,"No, i know i am not perfect, but i am trying very hard to be one. I dont think you are rubbish." He isnt! I knew it! That's why i kept helping him.

Still, he wouldnt appreciate it. Fine, i give up on him.

Now, he is participating in the singing practice too. He did attended the practice which I made another stupid decision again! I decided to help him to change his behaviour again...He wouldnt sing properly even though i was trying my best ask him properly to sing cause i knew, scolding will not makes much difference. That's why, PMR Straight As students, you didnt really see me get really angry and say nonsense right? the most is Keep Quiet! cause i knew you guys are smart and mature enough and you dont need me to scream to make you understand.

Today, first concert rehersal came. We sang and it wasnt really good. We got bad comments fromt the teacher too and that was what i have expected. He got scolded too for being not serious. When we came down from the stage, i ask him privately and softly, what is he doing on the stage there? why is he not being serious? He just answer rudely with foul words, saying it is my fault that make him get scolded by teachers.

THAT's IT! I GIVE UP! I DONT CARE ANYMORE....

If that's what he wants, wanting to be a person which is not respected by others, fine, i will let him be one!

I AM TOUGHER NOW!