Lame ah. Nothing so surprise. Only the disappeared Christine is here again after 2 months. Haha. Yeah, i somehow was walking in the jungle 2 months ago and lost my way. Now, I'm back. But perhaps not for long.
Many things happened for this whole year. People change, surrounding change. I'm glad i still had my friend around me. Sort of a stress reliever, saving me from the stressful times =)
SPM is 10 weeks from now. I'm still struggling here argh!!! haha. Playing and wasting time every day. Talking through the free period. It's not really wrong relaxing once in a while, especially after studying non-stop for 1 month (Including exams), but whenever i see people study around me, the guilt creeps slowly into my subconscious mind again, keep telling me "Why are you not studying, why are you not studying..." So whenever i am chatting away or playing computer, the sound comes again. Am I nuts?
Lols. VoonSan just said, "teach me study" in msn. (DONT physco la you) How i teach, i also like that nia, i replied. really bah. You say i am good, i'm also like that only. I'm not fake, i dont say i didnt study when i really do. When i study, i'll tell you the truth when i do. I dont kiasu-ly say no when any buddy asked for help. Still, i'm worried about my SPM. YES, I AM REALLY WORRIED. I need it. I need the scholarships. really.
Forecast results are coming out in perhaps a few days? That's the time when i should be starting to apply for uni-s and scholarships already. Kiasu? No, more of a "precaution" step. I'm applying for dentistry. Not my first choice or ambition, not even sure if i am interested in it. I'm just sort of interested in the $$ it will bring some day. =)
(UQ only offered 2 places for international student in dentistry course. i need to compete with the world for that 2 seats. =.=")
I need a job thats:
1. Not routine like. New things happen every day.
2. Can bring me enough $$
3. can let me expand me creativity.
and i dont mind working hard. Hmm...any suggestions?
So...that should be it for now. My next post? after SPM?? HAHA. Just check on my facebook if you really want to know what's going on. I'm literally there everyday!!!!