God is indeed powerful. This is the second time this week, i have been flapping my hands like a chicken, screaming like nobody's business in the middle of the night. After the nightmare-ish, hellish interview, I nearly cried in the cab on the way back, pulling myself together to face the 2 final papers the next day.
I see my peers and their conditions.
It was impossible.
I do realise every single detail in our daily life is a miracle. To be able to breathe, to walk are miracles but I've forsaken all these many times. And yet, God showed me again, He is THAT powerful. He can do whatever He wants no matter how lousy we are.
I will tell more, when everything's settled down.